it sucks.

in the next three weeks i have:
dance recital (ballet++jazz)
extra rehearsals for said recital
byso audition
ap biology eam
major history test
finish reading tale of two cities, which is thus far very boring and a huge dissapointment
finsh extra credit project for history
stupid concert for school

i am so fucking stressed out. and i just got a 77 on my last spanish vocab test. which was not a surprise. but still. it was on three chapters out of the book, which has eight total, and we only started learing the material three weeks ago, one week of which was april break. i kind of want to cry. and i was reveiwing bio today and i don't remember ANYTHING about the krebs cycle or glycolosis or photosynthesis or ecology. like nothing. i'm flipping out.
i am seriously worried about next year. then i'll have all this plus SATs. agiaoidjvbadlkvjb i fucking hate school. more like college. or wanting to get into college. a good one. so i don't end up living on the street.
sigh.
sighsigh.
sighsighsighsighsigh.

by the way, i have been drawing, but not scanning my drawings into the computior. sorry.
also, i'm taking drawing I at school this semester and it's so horrendously boring. seriously, all we do is draw paper clips. then marbles. then paper bags. then fake fruit.
and the teacher won't even teach me how to use colored pencils properly, so nothing i draw looks the right teture. it's driving me nuts.